Behind the Smiles of Hypocrisy

Another day it was for me
When their talks began.
So then I listened,
My ears I opened.
Their smiles of the unreal
Pierce through my bones;
Their words of praise
Hit me like stones.
Let me, my thoughts express;
Let me, I say, speak out,
Of my feelings so deep,
Of my fears and that of doubt.
But one cannot retaliate
One cannot fight back.
When the smiles and pats began to fade,
I saw, 'twas fidelity that lacked.